baby blues?

or pinks? i'm still in awe of the "state" i'm in...it's almost surreal! to be a mother...to carry and create and nurture a child...there is nothing more precious. i've been really scared of the timing of this thing...................:) but what a wonderful challenge...opportunity...blessing. i cry at the thought of feeling little twitters in a few weeks. and seeing my husband's face when he comes home and we embrace for the first time since "the news". those are the moments in life that make it all worthwhile. who cares about WORK? who cares! we are only here *together* for a little while, and i have found a new faith that tugs me toward living simply, living RIGHT, living as i should, and spending every waking moment with my children and my husband.